How it’s possible to care about others more than ourself?
I heared that I’m egoist,
I know that I have two persons who I love so much, they said that we are friends, but why can’t I feel it? Maybe I don’t appreciate it?
I’m a guy, Can guys care about others guys ? I’m person who want to talk about feelings, and I know, how much important is that you can let to know others what are you feeling to them. I mean friendship..
Sometimes I just feel sick, I want to know that somebody on this world cares about me, but ”they” said many times, that they can say to my eyes ” You are my friends”. they gave me many situations which I should felt it.
I know empathy more than others, I feel sick when others feel sick. But sometimes my heart just breaks when ”they” say something like: ”fuck you”.
I want to disappear, I want to know who cares about me, who will cry on my funeral, who will search me? Who will finally find me, hug me and say with tears ” you are alive… thanks god.” - I’ll do same things, even if somebody will say that they don’t want me in their life.
I’m just an angel, who giving love, but getting nothing back - or I’m just this egoist, and I don’t appreciate what I have.
that’s my life questions now
